For the past years of my life
I am battered with negativities
Some are diamonds that shines brightly
While I am a stone-cold rock full of misery
I am at the point of my life
Where I question my existence
Why am I still breathing?
What’s the point of living?
For a long time, I questioned Him
How am I supposed to live?
He did not give me anything
Just this dull life, nothing more
I was at the lowest point of my life
When I realized something
I lost faith in myself not in Him
I lost faith in my capabilities
Because despite my previous actions
He let me breath, He keeps me alive
He keeps that faint light flickering
In case I decide to look back
On the other hand, there’s me
Who keeps complaining without doing anything
Who continues to doubt himself without even trying
Who thinks his life is nothing but a speck of dust
I will have faith on myself
And will believe the potential of His gift
That someday this life entrusted upon me
Will be fruitful and shine brightly
Photograph by: Dexter Rafael Cawigan, The Freehand Photojournalism
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